Breathe out, so I can breathe you in.: Archive

Feb 22nd

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Reflecting at the end of the day about what you’ve eaten and realising that you’re a fat lard that could’ve eaten a quarter of what you actually did.

Feb 21st

I'm the biggest basket case at the moment.

I don’t know what is going on, but I can’t even stand being in my own head. I hate it. I want to be happy again. I’m over crying. I’m over over thinking things. I just need a holiday so I can turn my brain off and relax.

Feb 17th

Feb 11th

2,216 notes

This isn't how this was supposed to happen. I...

I think about you all the time and I want you so badly……But we know the complications that will come along with “us”. The first guy I’ve had feelings for in over two years. I’ve broken my rule of not liking a guy before I know he likes me……And I can’t even have him. …….I won’t give up though…I can’t.

Feb 11th

never done this whole complaining about not having...

A nice lad, very sarcastic, has a good taste in music (if he can play anything that would be amazing as well, but yannow), knows how to have lots of fun, but knows how to hold a deep conversation. Won’t call me a nerd for reading or because I like to colour code everything and be over organised. Caring, not just for me but for everyone else, his family especially. Laidback but hardworking....

Jan 17th

Having a “friend with benefits” who lives 5 hours away…..GOD I pick the good ones.

Jan 14th

Jan 12th

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Jan 12th

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Jan 12th

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Jan 12th

2,080 notes

Calling girls “pathetic retards” for wanting to keep their virginity for someone who they wont regret…..What is wrong with society?

Jan 12th

JOINING THE GYM TOMORROW.

YAAAAAAAAY FOR ENDLESS AMOUNT OF ZUMBA CLASSES

Jan 12th

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#1. How do I always manage to completely clean my room, then it be messy two days later? #2. I just ate too much food, so now I’ve controlled snacking….I just need to control portion size. THIS IS TOO MUCH EFFORT. 136 days til my birthday :(

Jan 12th

So I went back to work after having time off from an injury, so I haven’t been able to write about my eating and exercising and what not, so here’s the low down! There’s been a couple of days I’ve eaten poorly and exercising is almost non-existent, but I’m joining the gym (again) tomorrow but I actually feel good about it. I just feel like I have more free time to...

Jan 11th

To all my new followers - thank you so much! I will follow you back as soon as I’m on the computer

Jan 11th

Jan 10th

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Jan 9th

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Jan 8th

704 notes

not being able to accept the fact that you'll...

Self esteem is at an all time low that’s for sure.

Jan 8th

Day #4.

So today wasn’t as big of a fail as yesterday, but it still doesn’t compare to day two :( And tomorrow night I’ve got two 18ths so it’s fairly predictable that it will be a crap eating day again. God this is difficult, why I can’t I be like my friends who lose weight without even tryin?!?

Jan 6th

Day #3.

Epic fail today.

Jan 5th

100,157 notes

OKAY.

One of the Universities I applied for just called me, and they said I am guaranteed a place in my first preference. AWESOME. I went straight from school into full time work. I’ve been there for 8 weeks now and one of those weeks I’ve been off because of an injury (keeping in mind I’m still on my probation). I went into work to give my sickness certificate and my boss wants to...

Jan 5th

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Jan 5th

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Jan 5th

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Jan 4th

144 notes

Day #2.

Today I was super proud of my eating efforts, right up until tea time, and I was pretty disappointed with my exercising efforts I have to admit. I had my antioxidant cereal with a banana for breakfast, chicken caesar salad for lunch and then the let down…….for dinner we just had a little BBQ I guess; steak, chicken, chips, toss salad, potato salad and pasta salad. I had the chicken,...

Jan 4th

BEST DREAM EVER.

I joined this mixed rugby team (weird) and i was super skinny and pretty and kind of latino I think. There was this super cute towel boy. He had dark skin, brown eyes, dark hair and the best smile !! He was really goofy and funny and we were mucking around flirting heaps, and then he stayed behind to help clear up the training equipment. He called me and told me he had baked me a pie (again...

Jan 3rd

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Day #1.

I haven’t eaten anything incredibly bad/fatty today (the fattest I’ve eaten was a mouthful of potato salad), and I really enjoy eating healthy…..I just snack to much. Mum bought a leg ham so we’ve all been pecking at that, which can’t be too good. Tomorrow once my pay goes in, I think I’ll go and buy lots of dried fruit and nuts which I can snack at. I love all...

Jan 3rd